For all my life I have been pushing towards a moving target. Every time I thought I would touch it, it would disappear like a water mirage on the sun baked highways of Arizona. Like the flowers and tress that lean towards the sun, I was reaching out for something as well- leaning towards the S-n. There was a desire for “something“. I thought it was God. At age seventeen I was sure that I had found Him- or so I thought. Then I discovered that “intentionality directly shapes reality“. But, my intentions were misdirected.

Over the years, I’ve discovered that the God which religion has presented to me wasn’t satisfying those hunger pangs I felt within. Yes, God is real, but the picture that had been painted for me, of Him, sure wasn’t. The idea of reformation gave way to transformation; but, transformation of what?

I cleaned myself up, transformed my language, social behavior, ethical dealings with myself and the world, and tried to be obedient to all the laws of man (and God?). And then I came to the conclusion that what needed transformation was my consciousness! It took a long time to arrive at that destination because of my religious training which taught me to be afraid of the word “consciousness” as though it was the tools of demons or worse yet a New Age concept!

We need some new age thinking!

Even trying to discuss this “spiritual awakening” that I was sensing got bad press, but the time is NOW. The divine is being born anew every day in increasing ways. You and I are becoming the midwives to a new consciousness which is required to heal our wounds. The Shift of the Ages is not just a scientific 26,000 year galactic crossing, but a time of exponential enlightenment for all of mankind.

A 2012 final fantasy maybe?

We are already beginning to leave behind old patterns, but many more must be shelved as we approach the edges of this spiritual black hole that pulls us to safety- not destruction. The perceived duality of matter and spirit will come together as the feminine and masculine work more harmoniously in ways we’ve yet to see.

Our souls are being pulled back to the Source.

Transformation of consciousness is underway. Step into it.

On the #1 website for 2012, you can buy caps, T-shirts, and a host of other items that all speak of the pending doom that will happen December 21, 2012 at precisely 11:11pm. The Mayan calendar does end with the Dec. 21, 2012 date, but where does it say what happens on December 22? Might we as well move into a Golden Age, and age of Homo Luminious as well? That’s my bet. However, there are many physical and scientific events that are to occur between now and then that would lead one to have some concerns. We must deal with them and not stick our heads in the ground!

So we have a choice: maybe several.

Will we see a spectacular rise in consciousness- a cosmosgenesis of sorts? Or will we be frozen, afraid, experience catharsis, and wait for catastrophe to fall upon us? Like I said, we do have choices here. Is the date so “fated” that we can’t alter it? Does an astronomically (or many) set and defined date necessarily mean we’re facing “deterministic consequences“?

I think not.

We are not helpless, hopeless automatons. We are co-creators with the Creator of all life! I am more enthused with what that means than whatever obscure prophecy Nostradamus is interpreted to mean or what Edgar Cayce might have seen. The 2012 Final Fantasy is ours to be written, painted, and lived out between now and then and after Dec. 21, 2012.

Much like those religious fundamentalists that hope for and believe in the coming rapture (which they desperately want to save them from a physical death), those who think the end will come on 12.21.2012 may find their end comes much sooner. None of us are guaranteed a pass for tomorrow, next month, 2008, much less 2012. The “corporate end” always gives way to the “individual end“.

Or so has been the case til now.

On the flip side, a study and analysis of our home, called earth, reveals that there have been historical catastrophes beyond our comprehension. There are cycles to life to the cosmos. And many of them seemingly come into play in the year 2012. Click on the tab at the top- “About This Site” to read about them. So, while we have time, why don’t we get about dealing with the real and false self, and begin the healing process of this earth that we need for future life.

Let’s work towards an increased consciousness that just might lead to a new cosmosgenesis.